Sorry to WIH owners and peeps

[ejectpete]

I hope that prowler sent my pulic apology to the forums. right after i got banned it seemed like i couldn't log on to the web site so i sent my pulic apology to prowler and asked him to post it for me. learned a big lesson and have not played cs even on another server because i felt like i lost my best friend. anyway, to the peeps that maybe had bad games when i was cheating which was only for a few weeks and then i pretty much told on myself because my concience was killing me i screwed up and i want everybody that considered me a friend to know that this was the first time that i had ever cheated on a game and i wish it wasn't because i miss everybody, WIH and still will not play css unless i could come back. admin could take screenshots of me anytime i would volunteer them just if i could be trusted like i was before i cheated. Oh well, i guess ill quit crying and i don't expect to be able to come back but at least i wanted to make sure that my apology was seen.


War is Hell i'm truly sorry

[moldykorn]

The EJECT that I remember playing with a long time ago?

Shit man, didnt know thats why you stopped playing. You were the only person I was really familiar with when I first found WiH back in December when I got this.


I dont know what to say...

[ejectpete]

Yes <<Eject>> the stupid %$#%$# for cheating. I used esp for about three or four weeks. They took a screenshot of me and i sent it in even though i knew that i would get banned. Oh well....i made a mistake....sorry

[karl_58sow]

Kudos for sending it in, though. No one can hate you for cheatin but they can get pretty pissed at you. Most people in your positition would have been like "I can't find it!" which makes it really hard on server owners. Especially, when they have to ban someone without actually knowing. I think you've done the right thing "since" your incident.

[-LiT- Killer_B]

Eject...didn't know you were from indy man...so am I :thumbsup: Anyway, good to hear from you again and hopefully you have learned your lesson. I guess the next step is to see what wihadmin thinks...unfortunately cheating is much different than any other offense on this server, and bringing people back for that is almost unheard of. I wouldn't mind playing with you again though, so Good Luck!

[ejectpete]

Yea i know that it probably wont happen (letting me play again). i did not try to bs the admin because i am an honest person that made a mistake. i could have said the pictures weren't in there take more pictures and then turned it off. also since the replies are few i understand that i have little to no support in bringing me back, so i'll just have to forget about it and see ya all later.

:thumbsup:

[Vryllyn]

Yea i know that it probably wont happen (letting me play again). i did not try to bs the admin because i am an honest person that made a mistake. i could have said the pictures weren't in there take more pictures and then turned it off. also since the replies are few i understand that i have little to no support in bringing me back, so i'll just have to forget about it and see ya all later.

:thumbsup:

You thought about BF2. :jester:

[ejectpete]

can't afford sh#$ right now. College and some medical bills. besides i havent played ccs since and itching to play. will not go to another server. mater a fact when prowler asked me to send pictures i looked in my cs apps and saw what he was going to see so i e-mailed him the pictures and told him hes gonna ban me and then uninstalled cs.

[Vryllyn]

can't afford sh#$ right now. College and some medical bills. besides i havent played ccs since and itching to play. will not go to another server. mater a fact when prowler asked me to send pictures i looked in my cs apps and saw what he was going to see so i e-mailed him the pictures and told him hes gonna ban me and then uninstalled cs.

It's up to the owners whether or not you can come back to the community or not.

[ejectpete]

I know. I had pm'ed admin an have not recieved a reply so I don't expect to be back. I messed up and have to pay for it. I accept my responsibility for my actions and ask for no help in what I had caused for myself. Still have much respect for the Owners and the admins actions.

See ya later. Have to go back to work. :mgwave:

[wihadmin]

The owners are reviewing your case right now Eject. Everything that you have done, the playing, the hacking, the owning up to it, the apologies are being discussed and reviewed. However, I can tell you that it won't be decided in minutes or hours. This is a private matter between the owners and you so it will be kept private. If anything is going to happen, it'll be in your PM.

[TC HEAT]

man eject long time no see..i was pretty upset when i saw what hapened to you..you were one of ma best bros...

[WHITEchicken]

love you man,,,you fucking hick. dude i hope you get back. i miss playin with you...but if you get back just realize it wont be the same. since bf2 came out your lucky to see 14 people playing on cs server. but yeah i support you and except your apoligy.


p.s. when we were playing lit for the championship, jeff put your name for his tag and the admin kicked him...lol...just thought i would add that.

[monos]

love you man,,,you ***** hick. dude i hope you get back. i miss playin with you...but if you get back just realize it wont be the same. since bf2 came out your lucky to see 14 people playing on cs server. but yeah i support you and except your apoligy.


p.s. when we were playing lit for the championship, jeff put your name for his tag and the admin kicked him...lol...just thought i would add that.

Eject i can't say much, other than i was sorry to hear you used a hack. you had always been one of the most vocal people against hackers. i do not play much CSS anymore mostly because i am convinced there are too many hacks and not enough ways to detect hacks and also because i have been playing other games (Guild wars and BF2) if they let you back in a will not hold a grudge but keep in mind there may be those that do.

p.s. i would have thought jeff had learned his lesson when came to names after the mygot fiasco

[GorroXXII]

Hi Eject, I don't know you at all, so cant say anything about anything, I played POE, but from seeing past experiences, if they do let you back in, I give this advice, let your actions speak louder than words. And I can see why you would want back as this is a great gaming community, Top Notch!

[moldykorn]

Yea i know that it probably wont happen (letting me play again). i did not try to bs the admin because i am an honest person that made a mistake. i could have said the pictures weren't in there take more pictures and then turned it off. also since the replies are few i understand that i have little to no support in bringing me back, so i'll just have to forget about it and see ya all later.

:thumbsup:


Youve got plenty of support, id like to see you back, you were fun as hell to play with.

[ejectpete]

If I was let back on I would probably be a target of not only words but I would be a target for peeps that are holding grudges to find me first and maybe even gang up on me, but I would vow never to cheat in anything I would do. I'm really not a cheater but someone who had thought that too many peeps where cheating and thought if you can't beat them join 'em. Wrong side to take.

I think what jeff did is funny as heck. Much luv for the first person to really befriend me and recruit me into their clan. I feel like he gave me a chance and I let LIT down. Sorry Jeff (DAVE), ZIlong, filthy, doughboy, chicken, admin, owners, raleigh, monos, salem, vash, groovy, payne, kanos(kir and kev), atomic ,jwolly, phyxius, vryllyn, krunkert, apoc, killer, karl, moldy, Heat,Ready, golddragon, and more. And thanks Gorro for those kind words since you did not even know me.

And I know that I was very vocal against cheaters and it pissed me off so much that I did the wrong thing. Anyway, I do miss my friends I had and hope that if they know who they are that they can forgive and maybe forget for the fact that everybody makes mistakes. I did not cheat for long but I did cheat.

[ejectpete]

The owners are reviewing your case right now Eject. Everything that you have done, the playing, the hacking, the owning up to it, the apologies are being discussed and reviewed. However, I can tell you that it won't be decided in minutes or hours. This is a private matter between the owners and you so it will be kept private. If anything is going to happen, it'll be in your PM.

I understand. I just want people to know that even before I got caught that I started feeling bad for what I was doing and in a way was glad to be found out. And i apreciate any and all decisions.

[FiLTHY_SNiPER]

Eject already knows I back him up on his return to WIH. I'm pretty sure the rest of LiT feels the same way.

:thumbsup:

[Not-Public-Enemy]

I know my opinion isn't worth two shits, but ill voice it any way. For some one thats saying you felt bad hacking and were sorry to do it, you didn't stop.You got cought, and the fact that you fessed up to it means very little to me.

I didn't have a problem with you, but like you said yourself you were very vocal on the hacker issues, and weren't affraid to tell people when they messed up, or what you would have done in their position. Which pisses me off more than any thing. Most hackers jump onto a server, own and get banned within a short spawn, but it was business as usual for you.

I don't care if you only used the hack for three days, or three months, the fact remains you used it where most of the other regulars took their bad days with the good and carried on. I have nothing to say that could make a diffirence in this decision, it is up to the owners, but if you are allowed back i will see it as a huge slap in the face to all the people that play on these servers knowing that there is a zero tolerance for hackers, apology or not.

You are all welcome to hate me for this post, but i played on these servers knowing i would get some hardcore competition and often total domination, but not in the form of hacks but pure skill (and luck at times).

[MajorPayne]

Hey Eject, I hope you can come back, I had a blast playing with you on the servers.

[Krunkert]

WiH and Owners,

For whatever my opinion is worth in this community I say we allow him back.

Everyone deserves a second chance

Krunkert

[moldykorn]

WiH and Owners,

For whatever my opinion is worth in this community I say we allow him back.

Everyone deserves a second chance

Krunkert


I agree, I wish they would make a poll out of this. After all, it was the users that he was screwing over.


Hmm....That sounds a tad *******-ish. Sorry.

[Kernel Error]

WiH and Owners,

For whatever my opinion is worth in this community I say we allow him back.

Everyone deserves a second chance

Krunkert

:thumbsup: :thumbsup:

[karl_58sow]

I agree, I'm getting a second chance and so should he :)

[Kev Kanos]

Eject was one of the only people I trusted and when I found out the truth I found out you have to be really carfull who you trust. I was sorry to see you go and it was a blow to this whole community. I wish it could have been different.

With all that said, I think second chances are somthing that arent given enough in our world today. People say if you screw up once then you are bad. A gaming comunity that me and kir used to play at back during the CZ days recently gave out an anouncment that they were changing server providers and that everyone banned would be getting a second chance. This was awsome because me and kir had been banned from that server because Kir called one of the admins a sudistic bitch and I backed him. Needless to say even though we got a second chance I didnt go back because I thought Kir was in the right because they sucked. The point I was making was that everyone deserves second chances and I really miss eject. I wouldnt blame the owners for not letting him back but I would really like it.

[The Needle]

Well since we are all throwing in our two cents here, nothing personal but:

Hacker. Go away. Have a nice day.

[N194CO]

You know Eject, I don't know you either, but I envy you for atleast coming up to WiH and apologizing. Very few of many cheaters ever do that, they go into a random server and hack away and get banned the next few minutes. With you, you gave you're honest apologies with you're sincere gratitude. You know, WiH pays for their servers for us to play, and would of course hate hackers because it disrupts their pay for putting their dedication into the server, and i know you felt that throughout your banned period. Not even playing CS:Source again after that is tough, and it is amazing that you have came through. You know, everyone deserves a second chance, it's just, WHO can deserve a second chance. And i believe you earn that chance. Good luck out there, and if you do come back, know me as TC_n194co. Im new to the forums, but not new to WiH. Have a blast, and remember, we don't live in the past.

[Vash]

Eject it definitely took some courage to be able to come back to the place you were banned and admit you were wrong for doing it. You see hackers all the time, none of which would even care that they get banned off this server. At least not like you. Just for that I think it sets you apart from the asses that usually turn those cheats on. BUT, even though I like ya man, what you did was wrong and something that people won't just forget. If you come back, which would be a good thing don't get me wrong, don't expect not to have eyes watching you, admin and player alike.

[dbodenheim]

Eject already knows I back him up on his return to WIH. I'm pretty sure the rest of LiT feels the same way


That isnt true. If Eject comes back to LiT, Im gone. No discussion on that. He cheated, he was caught, he let me down more then anyone here at WiH. Everyone else may want him back, players, admins, owners , etc. I think its shit.

Im not being an *******, Im just saying how I feel. I trusted Eject enough at one point to push the owners of the server to make him the LiT represenative adminastrator. They may remember that. Without him knowing that I was pushing for him of course. That was blown back in my face weeks later by him cheating. Which he didnt know.

There are a lot of things about gaming communitys Ive learned in the last 9 months. There are a lot of things I have yet to learn. So, it isnt my descion Groov, Knot, etc.


Just so you know where Jeff stands though, "very pissed off still."

The owners of this server I gave a lot of crap to them last year sometimes ( make changes blah blah blah). I've also learned alot from them ( a ton). Whatever descion they make, I trust them with it. Just so you know though Pete, Im glad you realize how swell we are here, becasue we are, but if it was my server, you wouldnt ever have a shot back here. Your lucky Im not an owner, as far as Im concerned you can go to hell. You have no clue how much you let me down, otherwise you wouldnt be begging here.

[MajorPayne]

I think this hit me as hard as anybody, I was sitting their going about my business, reading the forums, when I saw that earthshattering post. I couldn't believe it, I thought it was some kind of prank, I sat their looking at it for a good 5 minutes, before I realized just how true it was, I knew then it wasn't a prank. I couldn't believe that Eject would cheat, he was on of the most vocal, and well liked people in the community.

Jeff, I understand why you feel that way, Eject dissapointed us all, it was like seeing anikan turn to the Darkside, but remember that in Return to the Jedi, DarthVadar turned good! When he saw his son getting lightning bolted by the evil sith lord, he saw the errors of his ways, and taking his own life, he lifted the evil old man, and threw him over the ledge and into a dark metal grave. The question at that point would be, if Darthvadar would have lived, should he have been given a second chance, to be a good jedi? I think so, because in the end when Luke is starring down at his father, now dieing because of his courage and love for his son, he had changed, he had become good.

[ejectpete]

I want to thank the people who would back me to come back and say that at one time we had a blast. I definitely understand any other stance on this issue like hacker go away. Since dbodemhein and a few others think that one should be doomed forever for a mistake I hope that they never in WIH and/or in life make a mistake, because I would expect them to never get a second chance. Anyway sorry I even jumped back on this forum. I did not mean to upset anyone.

CSS is just a game however and I did not hack I cheated. I used some stupid program that had every cheat you could imagine on it. What I used was called ESP and this was all that I used. Just thought I would say, that some people were also using this since I could see them anticipate and follow people through objects and walls. Since I could see where the other people were, I can tell you at least half a dozen people that were regulars were also cheating. I would imagine if they are still at WIH they must have turned it off after I was caught. Never the less, I know what I did was wrong and but not reversable. One of these days CSS will just fade out of my memory and so will some of the people that I miss screwing around with.

I'm sorry if the owners have even spent a minute on reviewing this because after some of the things that I've heard about WIH I wouldn't want anyone to leave if they let me back. WIH does not need to lose anymore players for CSS, so later all.

[wihadmin]

I'm going to lock this thread now.